Hello i'm back! It has been a while and the last time I vent out w lil blog, im still lost, doing nothing instead of wondering and crying and thinking of what happen next and what my future hold. And today. Im writing here, proudly says that i am a student now. Im a degree student now :D. I made it, i've been through hard to climb to this level and i won't stop clbing until i reach to another level. No i am not bragging. I just proud of myself, that finally my dreams come true. I am now a uni student. Everything went well. Everything is a rushing fay for me. There always have something that need to be settle and thank god i always manage to settle it on due date. I miss my family. How i wish i am there w them. Sitting at t living room w them, chit chatting, playing w my cat. I miss that. My life here was great. My roomate is an indian. She's a nice girl i must said and yea, she is 7 years older than me. The people here were nice too. Not all but eventually I met t good one. But the place is blughh. Rhe weather is so hot that i can feel my skin is burning. Im turning into a black girl seriously. So effin hot!  There's no place for me to chill here or have some coffee. A place for me to relax my mind. All I can see here is just 'kelapa sawit'. The nearest mall here is bpmall. Was ok but bored. I miss kk. But its okay. For the sake of my future. I need to bare all this. All this while I have been wondering , whether i can futhur my studies? Whether i be accepted again at uni?  I think too much that my heard hurt. Couldnt believe that i made it. Time flies real fast i must said. Hopefully i can grab a good pointer for my first sem. Hopefully.