cherish happy little thing

So here I am again, just come back after a really long hiatus. so where were I again? Somehow there's something deep inside that pull me and tell myself to blog again. hehe. The last time I wrote was the day when I just entered UTHM. A newbie. Now I am busy preparing for my final. Lack of sleep, sleeping pattern gone crazy. My brain almost burst because of theory thingy. I hate theory and I mean it! Theory was never my thingy but yeahh for the sake of my future, I need to bare with it and I need to learn to LOVE theory in order to score my pointer. hmphh hmphhh sabar la palek. And yeahh I am taken now. I am no longer single, can't no longer mingle whoops whoops :p. He's name is syed nazrin shah I know I know, his name similar with my ex. Consequence right, huhu. But he's different from my other ex. He's more mature and I can feel it that my newbie relationship were more matured compared to the previous one. I am so glad that I have found him. Someone that appreciated and took care of me. He's a nice guy and I always told myself to never took him for granted. Be loyal and stop looking for more. He's more that I ever wanted. He accepted me that way I am and never once he judged my past or wanting to change me into someone that he want. He loved me the way I am and what I love the most is I can be myself around him. Fast forward to my studies, everything went well, at least I though it was, still fought with myself to love theory.

I wish I can grab a good pointer but who knows. Truth to be told, Im scared, I think too much. I have 7 paper for this semester, 3 out, 4 left to go. Hopefully I could make it along with my friend. Hopefully we can grab a flying colour of result. Amen.

I miss my family, my dad no longer worked at kk. He's at Tawau now, far away from us, for the sake of our family. I am so sad but life must go on right. I promise to myself that I will study hard for the sake of my family. I will prove to them that one day I will success, I will make them proud especially to my dad and mom, who sacrifice a lot for us. I am so thankful and blessed for having them as my parent. We might not from a wealth family and if you ask me to choose, I still choose them to be my parent. Thank you daddy for everything that you had gave us. I will study hard and show you that everything is worth it. I promise you daddy. I love you :.)