Jar Of Hearts

Ahh ching ! ops sorry I just cant stop sneezing by the way .

Regarding to this song, 'Jar Of Heart' sang by Christina Perri.  I would like to said that this song were absolutely  wow !had a such a wonderful  lyric and that exactly what had happend to me . what I mean is the story behind that lyric. I feel so touch when I first heard that song. It almost make me cry. okayy I know Im too emotion toward this song. ok chill chenchen . 

To me this song is about a girl who were so in love w/ her bf.

and she love the boy w/ every part of her . 

Like he's the only guy for her.

BUT.

that guy didnt fully understand and appreciate for what he had . 

He never release that he hurt that girl by any chance.

Nevertheless that girl still love him even tho she 

felt something is not right .

his boyfriend were having affair w/ somebody else . 

even thou that girl has finally find out the truth yet her boyfriend still deny it.

After she had enough of the lies , she left him by any chance .

She's hurt enough . Cried enough . 

and the guy chose to purse the other girl .

On that moment she was still heart broken yet loved him deeply . 

She felt like as though no one will and could ever replace him by any chance . 

All the memories of what they had together before will always gonna stay with her for every second.

And eventhough she had broke him up, but deep inside her heart were actually waiting for her ex boyfriend to  coming back into her life .

And asking for that guy. One year goes by and throughout still stay with the other girl,

however, it was not anywhere near the magic he had w/ his first love .

So he come back into her life, hoping that they gonna hook up together like they used to ,

BUT

that girl were finally learnt to never trust him again . She will never let someone

throw her like its not a big deal and then come to the realisition that actually she was the one, she was the 

best he could ever had . 

He hurt her so deeply, and coming back into her life wont change anything or fix anything either . Instead 

she wished that she never met someone liked him, so her could never hurt her liked what he did now.

and she wished that she never fell in love with a liar .

And who does he think he is, coming back into her life after done

lying and hurting and the worst part is, he rather choose someone else to replace her . 

It will never work coz all the hurt he caused, all the lies he said and the hate he created is

eventually had created a great scar and that scar will be with her for the rest of her life . 

Not forgotten that it also a reminder to her to never someone steal a part of her again.

Never to be tricked into empty words . But mostly is a reminder to be tricked by him over and over again . 

That is just too much .

The scar that was created is a learning curve so that she can improve what she had from now on and as soon

there is doubt she will let her heart take over and end it before she gets another gash 

 that should have been prevent from the start .

This story is eventually alike with my story which  happened to me past few month ago.
And the scar that been created were eventually had been cure a little by little.
Thank to the Lord for that .

END.