About my look .

Heyyyy FELLAS !

Sorry for the week long hiatus . I had a very busy week recently . arggggrrrr and I pretty much hate it . Need to go here and there . exhausted ? not just exhausted okayy , it way exhausted. fuh !

Speaking about the way I look  . Every now and then I always get the occasional question about my look . And to be frank, I don't think I look like anything like my parent. Many of my friend always ask me the same old question like 'chen kw bangsa apa' and with this honest look, ohh do I ? haha . I said 'Im chinese and I know I don't like any one of them' . And they was like 'ohh , tpi muka kau macam cina tapi macam malayu, tapi boleh juga jadi macam kadazandusun' . ohhh maiii. watta face act I got ? Im wondering . and there's even those who didn't believe me when I said I'm chinese . and yes for real, Im not like 100% chinese, Im half by the way. My dad is pure chinese and my mum is broken spanish , she's kinda like mixing tagalog and spanish .

Okay flash forward to present, For some reason my look is way different from the norm of my parent and I look neither like my dad, my mum, or nationally for that matter . I dont even look like chinese, or tagalog , or whatever I should. So what look actually I am !

And if I been given a choice, I would not want to have this weird facey look.  So much of my friend can't figured my exactly norm just because of this look. ohhmaiii .

why I didn't look like chinese , well as what we know, chinese is those people who have white tone skin, and ask for me ? Im not, too bad for that . Sort of my sister, she's way whiter than me and her eyes really look like chinese one, and me ? I can tell that my eyes is round and big ! so not chinese look right ? I told you !

and somehow I'm also didn't have any similarity with my mum either. ohh mind you, Im not saying that I don't have any of look from my parent like 100% . well maybe like 30 %, I guess . -____-
okayy about my mum, she got a tall nice noise, and me ? not even a lil, and I'm so envy of it. I wish I could have exactly the same noise like my mum . ohh wake up chen you should be appreciate of what you have.

MIND YOU, I am appreciating what I have now, the way I born and my facey . It just being different is so weirdo . Wondering is not a crime right ? anyhow, I do appreciate coz I was born this look, proper and normal look. THANK LORD !

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