Am I happy now ?
Am this what i dream of now ?
Am this happening now ?
Am this should be happen now?
Or it was just a dream ?
duhh...IT'S NOT A DREAM~! IT FACT~!!!
>_<
Sometimes I feelfunny, weird , sad, everytime I thinking bout my past ,
I still remember the day when I just broke up wif Mr. D . I cry like there's no tommorow,
Im hurt like hell,No spirit,no more happiness in myself, no more everything, and it's continue for almost 1 week. daa~! funny statement yea .
And now, Im stronger than before, yes I admit that I miss him, miss the 'old' him,
miss the happiness that we had been through, miss everything bout him. But somehow I always tell myself to NOT MISS HIM, NOT LOVE HIM, NOT NOT AND NOT . Because I know that inside his heart, there's only can filled for specific girl . A girl that suit for him . That made for him .
Sometimes I laugh whenever I remmeber bout mypast, how I handle it, How Im dying to NOT MISSING him, haa , Its hard and I always tell my friend that I CAN'T . but somehow I manage to been through all this with the supported from my family&friend . They are mySOUL & myLIFE .
Day by day, night by night, weeks by week, Im standing with my day without him by myside.
yeah.. I miss the day he care bout he, his night call, his night comfort, his EVERYTHING. hermm..
And I always bare in myMIND that Im not for him, he did't love you anymore, he did't want you anymore, so stop hoping and missing this stupid thing and move on .
hermmm.... Yes Im moving on , moving on doesn mean FORGETTING THE PAST . PAST IS PAST but PAST IS OUR HISTORY, so why should we have to forget our history. Am I aite ? hermmm..
We just need to face it and challenge it as our temptation . <3
There's a day that I wanted t give back all his thing , seeing it just making my pain increase.
But my friend told me before that, 'why should you have to give back ? just keep it as memory, and the word that make meDON'T WANT TO GIVE BACK IS 'kw bgi blik ibart kw buang zahir, tpi batin still ada' . Fiuhh~!!
Nice word and thanx to him for advising me . (n_n)
And now it's almost 1 month we had lost contact . Maybe this how it should end aite .Maybe this how it start end stop . If only I can tell him HOW MUCH I MISS HIM, i'll do, but it doesn use anymore, he had someone else I guess . so congrat to him n hoping that he will happy always .
dedicated to S.M.N
from G.G.L
Am this what i dream of now ?
Am this happening now ?
Am this should be happen now?
Or it was just a dream ?
duhh...IT'S NOT A DREAM~! IT FACT~!!!
>_<
Sometimes I feel
I still remember the day when I just broke up wif Mr. D . I cry like there's no tommorow,
Im hurt like hell,No spirit,no more happiness in myself, no more everything, and it's continue for almost 1 week. daa~! funny statement yea .
And now, Im stronger than before, yes I admit that
Sometimes I laugh whenever I remmeber bout mypast, how I handle it, How Im dying to NOT MISSING him, haa , Its hard and I always tell my friend that I CAN'T . but somehow I manage to been through all this with the supported from my family&friend . They are mySOUL & myLIFE .
Day by day, night by night, weeks by week, Im standing with my day without him by myside.
yeah.. I miss the day he care bout he, his night call, his night comfort, his EVERYTHING. hermm..
And I always bare in myMIND that Im not for him, he did't love you anymore, he did't want you anymore, so stop hoping and missing this stupid thing and move on .
hermmm.... Yes Im moving on , moving on doesn mean FORGETTING THE PAST . PAST IS PAST but PAST IS OUR HISTORY, so why should we have to forget our history. Am I aite ? hermmm..
We just need to face it and challenge it as our temptation . <3
There's a day that I wanted t give back all his thing , seeing it just making my pain increase.
But my friend told me before that, 'why should you have to give back ? just keep it as memory, and the word that make me
Nice word and thanx to him for advising me . (n_n)
And now it's almost 1 month we had lost contact . Maybe this how it should end aite .Maybe this how it start end stop . If only I can tell him HOW MUCH I MISS HIM, i'll do, but it doesn use anymore, he had someone else I guess . so congrat to him n hoping that he will happy always .
dedicated to S.M.N
from G.G.L
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