8:01 AM

Good morning loveliest people. Hello me and hello you. How's life been treating you all these day? I'm pretty fine, I mean of course I am not okay when it comes to problem. But what like is without all the obstacles and problem right? So I'm pretty good, I'm handling it with my own way. I choose to avoid and remain silent whenever I get yell or whatsoever. Orang bilang 'masuk kiri keluar kanan' kan. It work for me. You won't feel hurt by applying that to yourself. hehe.

Okay sorry for being cheesy and I'm about to post something that is so not me, and feeling cheesy a little bit, or maybe a lot. haha. I kinda miss my boyfriend a little too much lately. We are having a long term relationship. My choice to be with someone that is not from my place so I need to deal and learn to being far whenever the situation drag us to. People might say ala lepas study tu nanti balik tempat sendiri nanti tettt ( you know what I mean) la tu. I don't even gave the guard to say that word. I mean who the hell doesn't think about that? I myself afraid that history might repeat by itself too. palis palis! huhhh.

But yea I need to have faith with him and to this relationship, it wont stay long even you both were staying in a same place if both of you did't try hard to work it, right? So we choose to stay and stick to each other through thick and thin and won't give up on each other. And yes said easier than done. Blergh. That thought kept lingering on my mind whenever we have a big crisis. And course I'm the one that always bring up the big issues. haha . I guess it because I am a girl. I have lots of emotion. I can be so happy and out of sudden change into a lion, I mean like 0.03 second. haha I mean it. He even acknowledge it and he did mention it to me and we both laugh out loud. kahkahkah. I am an unpredictable person I must said. But thank God that I met someone that is so never once give up  on me. I mean of course every couple will said that, But no everyone will prove it. Like I mention before, said easier than done. We have been together for a year and the half already and I can feel that he's the one, that can guide me and take a good care of me and my family. Most importantly he can accept my family and vice versa. My mom had approved my relationship so as my sister, despite of our religion. At first she was not exactly approve our relationship but day by day she finally can see it. She try to understand me and let me do what I want as long as I am happy and I know what I am doing. Hence I am so thankful with it. hehe

It felt so good when your parent had approve your relationship. It's like ok bila mau kahwin? haha lol. Okay speaking about marriage, no no. Not now. I have to finish my studies too. Fine a stable job, earn money then I can think about myself. Family come first and kalau ada jodoh tidak ke mana juga kan. hehe. Plus I'm the eldest hence I can't be that selfish. Nowadays marriage come easy. Hence we need to have an stable economic so that you won't kais pagi makan pagi after your marriage. that was my opinion.

And all I am praying, and hoping that no matter how much we fight, our relationship will always be shower with happiness. There is always up and down in every relationship and we don't throw it just because it doesn't go like we want to, we forgive it, and choose to stay with each other.

'The end