Hello readers. Its me again, writing and writing.

As you may know, I am now a degree student, studying at one of Malaysia's IPTA, based in JB. Im taking education in multimedia creative. Yes you heard me, multimedia creative. And yes, this course is so not me, not my taste, not at all. Basically I hate it, I hate it why I've been given this course. BUT! There always a but here. Despite of all the hatred, I need to motivate myself, tell myself to be grateful, Be grateful that I've been given a chance, to further my studies, to achieve my dream, to create a path.I should not get too emotional toward everything. And yes, I have learn that not everything that we want will be given, Life may not be like what we have created. God know the best for us, and I strongly believe that everything happen for a reason. So thus this course, I believe that there is a reason why I get this, not the one that I choose. So of course, I am grateful enough for everything that God gave me. hehe. Don't get me wrong okay :p

But honestt speaking, being creative is not my kind of thing. I'm not a creative person. I don't even have skills, in terms of drawing. But I can't be like this all the time. I can't keep on saying that I can't.I need to trust myself and get my ass and absorb everything little by little. It might took some times and I can do that. huhu. I really hope so.

I miss my family, it's been two week I am away from my family. It's been a while that my mom didn't blow my phone. And I kinda miss them a little too much lately. I vent it out with my roommate, with my boyfriend, that I miss my mom. I was wondering why they didn't blow my phone. And one hours later, while I was chit-chatting with my roommate, my mom called me. yay! Imma happy kid. I was jumping around like a kid, answering the call. hehe. So we had some chit-chat there, It was a great feeling :) and It felt so glad to hear their voice.

I'm thinking of give a call to my dad later. I miss him too. Of course I miss him, Imma daddy's little girl remember :P HAHA.

Speaking about myself, life so far so good.  My class schedule finally on track. Glad with that. My relationship with my boyfriend went well, there is some bittersweet throughout our relationship but eventually we will get through it. I love him so much and I hope God won''t take him away from me. I'm so tire to losing people that I loved and cared. I'm just so tired of being hurt and get left. I hope this time will be better that the last time. I really hope so.

I need yo start to read more and write more. to improve my english skills, especially in writing. Writing is my weakness and my lecturer encourage us to read more. Need to work hard for this semester and hopefully I could get flying colour of pointer.

Goodbye
xoxo