First day of september. Welcoming the new month with tears. Aint no good. I cant help myself from tears everytime i woke up. All i know is cry, and cry. I need space for myself. A little piece of peace for myself. And i know that i make the right decision by quitting my job, easing my feeling for my crush and lets take a break from everything. I need to learn how to chill myself down. I want to disappear. To vanish from everything, but it doesn't mean that i gave up towards my life. Big no, just need some space to recall my life back, and boost myself back to get up. Im now weak will somehow, someday get up, head up and move on. I will be okay, just not today. Someday will. Whenever i feel like crying, i cry, whenever i feel sad, i cry, whenever i feel weak. I cry. All i know is to cry. Cry myself out but deep down in my heart, i know that i will be okay, just let all your sadness and unwanted feeling out. Shed it out.  And thats what I'm doing. Its the 1st of september and i hate this month act. Sebab last year bulan ni la sya break. Hahahaha kbai. Ops got to go already. Need to pack myself, time is running out!