Stay calm

Stay calm is all I need at this moment . 

My thought is lately have been pretty much unorthodox. Not saying that I've been acting idiosyncratic or something. Just my thought, have been running through my mind so widely . I'm sort of lost on my track and couldn't find any of way on changed it back like how it used to be . 

What was happening to me  ? I'm constantly losing my ownself a little by little and pretty much bothering me by now. Often time, I kept on doing some unnecessary thing instead of finishing my undone work and report. what was I thinking . 

And to be surprise, this girl whom used to be a young energetic girl while long ago has change into I don't even know how to described it anymore. I feel like bimbo every now and then. These laziness that trap inside every inch of my body is  started to grew more and more each day goes by. Seriously I need a pill to cure this laziness before it end up by making me look even more bimbo in the future . How can I suppress all these stupid asshole thingy ? tell me tell me ! -_-

 Perhaps I should be hiatus for a while, searching back the used me. Should be better in  that way. 

Listening to : Love don't run by Steve