My daily routine involves waking up after 8 am every single day for this week, what else, urm drag myself to the kitchen w/ a panda eyes *it make me feel ugly, urgh* . Helping my mom to cleaned up our house, and oh my, my phone? his dead , Dear people who been texting me for these several day, month etc, I attempted to reply all your text but too shame, I couldn't, Don't get me wrong there, I don't text you doesn't mean that I don't miss you, it just urgh I rather to chat or calling instead of texting .
I'M SORRY ! REALLY MEANT IT .
To be surprise, I'm getting skinny like euw . I rarely eat lately . People tend to said chenchen go gain some more weight . I want to okay people, but too shame I couldn't, I have this super high metabolism body -_______- . I would clarify again that I don't have any diet routine . Mind you that ;). I'm a food lover by the way :p
While I'm busy doing my EVER NON-PRODUCTIVE ROUTINE, I accidentally read someone blog claimed herself about how hurtful she was now,she's being cages by her boyfriend and something had pop-up into my mind . And it drag me here to vent out what's in my mind . cheer ! Finally I got something to do instead of sleeping, watching tv etc . God!
WHAT'S IN MY MIND ?
I'm once been in that state, where everything seems so stressful , you're being cages by your boyfriend . You can't do anything right . Being controlled to much. etc . seem's like the only way to avoid each other to have a fight is just to listen to what he said . I recall back all my memory a little by little and urgh, I felt giggled. derr !
and it's a while back okay ! now? no way that gonna happen to me . !
And seriously since when did being IN A RELATIONSHIP come w/ a price of being caged by your boyfriend ? I don't get the memo there . I thought being in a relationship was all about mutuality and accepting each other for their flaw and greatness . To be surprise, I got a few friend who are prohibition from doing certain thing. gosh nonsense ! They can't wear jeans, can't text to other guy-friend, can dye their hair, can't hang-out w/ their fellas because their man forbids it . yay ! so uncool !
Girl, we'r still in our youth, we're still young, we have so many shit encounter waiting for us out there . It's your life, he shouldn't controlling you until that state . There's so many different way in how to show our care toward our partner, not just by controlling her, show some respect toward her life, she's your girlfriend, not your dog where you need to buy a tie to tight him up .
We're all need that slither of freedom ,that piece of space will give you room to breath in your relationship. Not by controlling her or something, so breathless .
please don't being stupid, teach your mouth to say no sometimes.
Mind you, it just another analytical theory . NO OFFEND'S HERE.
toddles !
XOXOES
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