Vent out everything

Relax chenchen .

stop cry . 

Things are meant to be happened, so just let it me .

Wish I could just take a chill pill and just forgot everything .

Every single thing that happened recently .

whats on my mind now ?

argghhh how I wish I could punch or bite someone and I hardly need it 

to express all my sadness .

Once again I just lost my little baby .

My little kitty .

Things are meant to be happened, yes I know that .

but why ? he just born 2 days ago and now ?

he's gone .

I tried my best to take good care of him.

I really really do but now ?

he's gone.

My kitty is dead for twice .

I can't stop cried ever since.

seriously,

I hate these feeling.

these sadness, madness.

All these UNWANTED feeling

is bothering me ever since .

anyhow, It always would be a NEXT TIME right.

cepat cepat la meow2 kw mengandung balik.

huhu.

Dear happiness, please come to me, I need you .

END.