Today story

Dear blogger

hello peeps and folk and fellas and shawty

Its me again

Miss chen!

twink!

I can say that I rarely post anything these past few day

probably b/c I'm too busy with my asignment, quiz, test and everything

till I don't have much time for myself

speaking about asignment.

I need to say that

I NEED A VACANCY

from all this stuft!

TIRED+EXHAUSTED+STRESS

is what happening to me and my friend now

hmmpp!

and for this week.

It's really like' oumaygawdd'

b/c this is the first time

I didn't text with anyone for a week!

a week okayy! not a day!

Can's describe why I'm not interest in any thing I used to do.

well people suround me used to called me as

'people that can't live without phone'

'texting for 24/7'

and now!

I'm completly different !

not just that.

nowaday I seldom bringing my phone to everywhere.

sometimes I even forget where I had put my phone.

can you just image it.

seldom text

seldom topup

new chenchen!

Mr 'S' keep texting me

but I just dont feel like

wanna rep 

*sorry*

probably b/c I need time for me to breath

need space for me to calm

and etc

yes!

that what I need now

I just want to be alone now

alone for healing myself

have to admit that

my heart still feel the pain

what had happened to us

the way you leave me is still fresh in my mind

I still feel like it just happened yesterday.

but deep in my heart I know that

I can forget you

of course chenchen can aite :)

and for this week

I just cant stop listening and even downloading lotsa chinese song and video.

okayy I change a lot.

Like really much!

1. Rarely text

2. Hearing chinese song almost every minute which I seldom hear it before

3. more like an egois person.

4. holding my tears for almost 1 month. heyy it's hurt ):

Could not find the perfect answer 

why I had change!

but what I know is I change to an egois person

is b/c I hurt so much

I learned so much

and this is too much

I just hold it more much

I nade up my mind and aint gonna be the 'weak chen anymore'

always beggin' to a guy

loving a guy even he had leave us

and etc

no!

that aint gonna happen anymore

that just full of shit!

being donour of love is better that beggin' a love.

End of story

LOTSA LOVE

chen!