Love love and love

Today topic is

LOVE!

yeahh

*sempena dengan bulan feb, bulan LOVE*

bwahahhaha

Can someone tell me what love act is?

of course everybody can tell you what it is about.

what love means about

but just knowing it is like

'ohh ohkee'

u'll never gonna know the deep meaning of love unless

you yourself feel it.

For me

Love is not just about

'Iloveyou Youloveme'

Its all about

willing to sacrifice for your partner

taking good care among each other

honest, loyal among each other

and all this stuft is

tough things to do act.

and not all people

who in love and to be loved

will success in their relationship

gonna have a happy ending

most people who failed to save their relationship is because

*in my opinion*

1. lack of trust among each other

2. not being honest among each other

3. scandal everywhere

4. not understanding or egois aming each other

all of this matter might can break most people

relationship.

creepy ahh.

Love it not just about give teddy bear

hugging among each other, kiss you kiss me

like stupid.

HAHA

Love is about something

that gonna make you feel 

CALM

SAFE

HAPPY

GRATEFUL FOR HAVING SOMEONE

and so on

That was a part of what u'll gonna feel when u'r having a gf/bf

sounds cool ahh

sounds like

whooaaa,bestnyer

eee jelesnyerr ngan korang ada bf/gf

but once u'r broke up

or having some big fight

gahh!

and thats what cool

for me!

HAHA

u'll gonna cry like a stupid idiot big babyy

hoping that he/she might wipe your tears

and if u guys kena g kapel yangg

not understandingg

ego tahaP gaban

angan-angan mu sejaa lha mauu kena pujuk.

wakaaka

*evil thinking*

and yes

LOVE

do will teach you

to be more stronger

and we'r as human

cant escape from the fact

says

'the more we love each other the more we'll gonna hurt each other'

Love nihh kdg kdg make people gone crazy jua

haihh

and doesnt mean you love him

he will love you like you do

doesnt mean he love you

today

and always love you for

tommorow , and so on

people might change

so does the feeling

so thats the risk when u'll gonna give ur heart to someone special

u might trust him like

'ohkee he's the one for me, he will love me forever'

but who knows in the future

the person u trust the most is the liars shitty shitty liar

wakaka.

this is the risk when having a relationship.

you might get hurt

but heyy hurt is part of our life, so we just had to get use to it

you might get cheated

maybe not once

maybe not two times

maybe several of times

till you feels like

giving up upon him

you might get beat or being use for his goodness

*dipergunakan atau POK SILAP*

jagaaa wahai kaum pompuan

all of this is what you might have when having a relationship 

BUT

this is so not as an excuse of u had in love

when you had fall

all this matter you will put aside

and what u'r heart gonna says is

'ohkee I want him, I need him'

like daaaaaaa.

mula mula sejaa thu sweetyswettt

And after you been cheated for several of time

he broke your heart and leave you like

its not a big deal for him

nahh di sana lhaa

u'll gonna say

IHATEYOU

IHATELOVE

*nihh lha keadaan aku skangg*

bwahahahhaa

bongok pnya chen!

there's so much you will learn when you'e in love

so love is mean everything

hoho

BUT

to have your mr right

is so fuck 

SUSAH

bwhahaaha

as a girl

as an ordinary girl

like everybody

of course lhaa we want someone who's

gonna love us like

'no other girl gonna replace us, no other girl except you'

love you and appreciate youu

love you and not gonna leave you no matter what happen

always love you for today and so on

and till today

I still wonder

do this kind of guy exist?

or it just a fairytale?

well it does exist in snow white right?

to be frank

IDK.

coz tilll today I stillcant find someone who's gonna love me like what I had list above

most guy that I bump

is some kind like

love you and leave you

for some million reason

unreasonable reason act

Im bored with their fuck reason

fuck drama

like stupid!

uqhhhh!

alaa guy mangg cmthu

if drg dha tak nak

semua benda lae jadi alasan

even reason tak logik.

pn akan jadi logik.

gross!

and the most

hardest thing to do is

moving on

after broke up!

gahh!

asal broke

mesti cry

cry for almost 1 week

thats what I hate about

so

to protect myself from getting hurt again

cry again

love again

I will stay away from love

bwahahhha

and now Im keeping myself away from my phone

so that im not gonna argue to my own feeling

to text you

find you

bwahahhaa

evil thinking kan

but you teach me ohkee

KASI KENCANG THU HATI

so thanx to you

nice one!

bwahahahaa.

but Im not saying that I will run away from love for forever

it just 

or maybe

this is not the right time for me to love and to be loved

I'll just gonna give my heart some space to breath

calm first

and when the time come

there will be a guy that will open my heart

again.

kan kan kan :D

and yes!

chenchen had

finally learn some lesson

which is

APPRECIATE PEOPLE WHO LOVE YOU

NEVER IGNORE PEOPLE WHO LOVE YOU

because I had lost someone which

really really a gud guyy for me

I MEAN IT OHKEE!

he's in a relationship with

idk who's that girl

and ohkee Im jelesss lhaa wh kan

cam mnta pujii.

bwahhha

and thats I realise something

which is

I had lost something .

and I know he's not gonna come to me like before again.

so screw you chen

ethu namnya padan muka!

shepaa swu dk pnday hrgaikan

enduu

haihh!

and and ada g

LOVE MEANS

TREATING OTHERS WELL . 

so thats it for all

2.26 am

I should go to sleep now

S.T.U.D.Y. S.M.A.R.T  P.R.A.Y.H.A.R.D

Lots of love

Chen

Muah!