Dear blogger.
heyy ya mr blog.
been missing you.
<3
grrrr
My clock
is pointing
12.48 am
and hell yeah
I should had sleep at this time,
but hello
sunshine!
Chenchen is still awake.
with this panda eye
infront of lappy
blogging something
that I dont even have
any idea what I want to blog
about
grrrrrr
-_____-
I miss my friend
and probably now they are
sleeping. dreamin bout something.
and might be me
haha
*malar perasan lha kan*
Ohkee I miss him
who him?
the him
him who
HIM LHAA
and I was wondering
do he miss me
even once
and
the answer that pop up in my mind is
NO.
probably Im the one that
desprately missin' him
but him?
grrrrrrrrr
whateberrrr.
just now I was thinkin
should or shouldt not
TEXT HIM
and yeah
I WANT TO TEXT HIM
but
sadly
I forgot his num
how dumb I am.
perghhhhhh!
the him that I was saying about is my ex.
mr'D.
puahahahhaha
I used to call him si tua.
and he used to call me c muda.
but that was long time ago.
now today tommorow and so on
we'r stranger.
which means
c chen is missin c stranger.
puahahhha
ohkee pengsan sekejap!
dak patut2x wha c chen rindu dia.
but the act is I am.
not becoz I still love him
BIG NO!
I do not love him
It just I feel like
missin him
kinda like
suddenly!
miss to joke with him
talk to him
everything
except the word
LOVE
no no no!
hoho
I text ezam.
told him how much I miss 'D'
ezam told me to text him
as a friend.
and I was like
'are you sure about this'
'will he reply my text'
'will I look stupid for texting a person that ognoring me for several month'
And I pretty sure that he will not text him
or probably he might had
delete my number plus forget all thing bout me.
well why not right.
I am a stranger for him
why would he keep my number.
Its like keeping a trash .
hermmmmmmm.
and the conclusion of all my
stupid imagination is
'dont text him'.
'DONT'.
congrat chenchen
u'r kinda do the right thing.
might be !
well of course it is the right choise.
He might buzy texting with her beloved one.
so why should he replying a comin text from
GRETCHEN LAM
right?
done with mr D
now lets blog about him
c urm
do I have to wrote his name?
well who else
for sure c ngogot
his name not ngogot act.
But I always called him in that named.
song ugly but I like
look uniqqqqq to me.
He dislike it at the first place but
I still with my uniqqq way.
calling him wth the uiq plus ugly named'puahahha.
I do miss him
and yeah
still love him
but dont you worry
It wull dissapear.
It just a matter of time.
we'r been texting
or more to
being a textmate for more that 3 month
and now.
we'r kinda..
likely
probably
in a word
'lost connection'.
He not texting me
and so as I
I do text him.
But I dont get any respone from my text.
probably He got insuficient cdt.
and maybe he is
not replying.
It just maybe.
texting everyday
and now
all just change.
sad to think bout it.
But this is his desicion
so what more can I say.
ngogot
I miss youuu.
always miss youu.
tik tok tik tok
and now my clock is pointing
1.16 am.
oumaigawddd
Im still awake
plus I dont feel
like wanna sleep.
I dont feel sleepy!
Am I havin' insomnia?
na na chen!
jagaaaa
hoho
ohkee enuf with this stuft.
ehuf with my messy mind
I should sleep
to get energy so that
I feel fresh in the morning but heyy
It is morninggg.
should go to sleep!
nyteee bloglovee!
Lots of love
Chen
Muah!
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