She tells her tale after so long

This little girl inside this girl hasnt told her tale in awhile . Her mind isnt focus anymore , with stuff happening around her . With Gods permission , shes having a great time . But she knows deep inside , shes still unhappy with herself . Shes still dissapointed with her decisions . She doesnt want to let it out , as it might hurt some people . She doesnt know how to say it . Shes keeping so much inside . Whenever she looks at pictures , her heart cries inside . In class , she keeps silent as she thinks . She doesnt know who to trust anymore . After what she saw right infront of her eyes , she cries with smiles . She likes keeping to herself . Why ? Its just her . Accept it 

~Bittersweet~