Sorry.

If it is wrong for me to wanting your attention, I am sorry then.
If it is wrong for me for wanting each of your attention. I am sorry then.
If it is wring for me to annoy you with my bad attitude, I am sorry then.
If it is wrong for for me to sometimes act like a lady boss, I am sorry then.
If it is wrong for me to ask you to gave me full attention, I am sorry then.
If it is wrong for me to ask you to choose between me and football, I am sorry then.
If it is wrong for being myself with you, I am sorry then.

I am sorry for all the trouble that I cause along our relationship'
I am sorry that sometimes, I never get enough attention from you, that I tend for wanting more and more.
I am sorry that sometimes I'm being so childish and act like a kid in front of you.
I am sorry for acting like a strong woman in front of you.
I am sorry that sometimes, I'm talking loud and feeling proud in front of you, maybe sometimes all I want is some compliment from you.

If being myself makes you feel trouble, sad, mad, then stop.

Stop from forcing the situation.
Stop forcing two heart to beat with each other
Stop hurting each other
Stop everything and let go.

Maybe let go is the best solution

Maybe let go doesnt mean that we don't love each,
Maybe it meant to be and was the best solution for both of us.
Maybe we should not force each other.
Maybe we should let the God decide, of what the best for us, for our future.

The feeling is not the same anymore.
There is no more butterfly feeling inside your stomach,

I am scared of losing you.
I am scared of losing the one I love, for once again.
I am scared of being needy with somebody that doesn't want to be bother.
I am scared of hurt.
I don't want to be in that situation anymore

Dear future. I wanna be happy. Teach me please.